Hello, new blog. I’m Simone. We’ve never met before, but thank you for being here.

I’m 24 years old, and I currently live in Houston, Texas. I come from a working middle class family. I make the most money out of my sister and parents, yet I’m still barely scraping by.

We all are.

I’ve never been much for traditional anything. Once I learned how to play football, I didn’t wear a dress or skirt until I was almost done with puberty. Pink is my least favorite color. Ever. I’m not a girly girl by any means.

So, I guess, without much surprise, that this would translate into my relationships as well. I sometimes call my 18-21 years my trampage, but I also feel that it takes away from all that I experienced during those years.

In sleeping with hundreds of guys, some I still maintain friendships with to this day, I was able to learn what I liked and didn’t like in bed. At the age of 21, I knew what I wanted my career to be, and I knew how I liked to be fucked. I’d say I was pretty ahead of my class.

In 2009, I discovered that the rabbit hole, known as BDSM, was deeper than I imagined. I learned more about myself that year, and experimented with submission, as well as Domination.

I also admitted to myself, and to my partner at the time that I was poly. That admission started the slippery slope to the end of the relationship, but to finally be okay with who I was empowered me like nothing did before.

2010 was a rough year for me. I was in a new state that did not have the kink community that I felt so comfortable in the year before. I spent much of the year feeling trapped, and wanting to run away. It almost did not matter where.

I met my current partner towards the end of September 2010. I didn’t expect anything to change. In fact, I expected to be hurt, crushed, you name it. What happened instead, was I found an equal. Someone who lifts me up, yet still makes me feel dumb sometimes. I think I do the same for him.

My entire outlook on my life changed when I met him.

The theme of 2011 for me is to let go of the past and to move on. As we reach the end of the year, I believe a rebirth of sorts is in order.

Hello, my name is Simone. I am 24 years old, and I identify as a polyamorous sadomasochistic submissive. At this time, I am in a monogamous relationship with my owner, and I’m the happiest I can remember being. We have an interesting relationship in that there isn’t a lot of protocol, nor is there any sort of classic D/s structure. It flows between vanilla and kink seamlessly. I do not wear a collar, or any other piece of jewelry that signifies a collaring, yet there’s a paddle always within reach in our apartment.

I listen to a wide variety of musical genres. I’m mostly a new wave kid at heart though.

This blog won’t just be about my kink exploits. Hopefully. I really want to be able to have a space where I can just get everything out. A therapy space of sorts. This might mean that some entries will be difficult to follow. That’s okay.

Please feel free to ask me questions. I’m a bit of an introvert, so you’ll have to be direct with me.

It was nice to meet you, blog. Let’s be best friends.

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